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Don't you ever feel like you are...out of place or something? Like you're being a bother to people surrounding you just by the fact of...idk, being there? And then some of those people is nice to you and you just think about how much of a mess you are and can't return the favor...Like, they behave super nice to you but then you mess everything up and act like an idiot? Well's not the first time that happens to me, and maybe I shouldn't feel that way but...sometimes I can't avoid it. I think that feeling could be described as having someone constantly reminding you of how much of a bother you are, or how people don't need you, or what an useless person you are. I have actually gotten better, but a year ago or so I used to think of this all. the freking. time. And I tell you, that's one of the worst feelings I have experienced. The feeling of hating yourself and the way you are.

I'm going through it, slow but steady, but in moment likes this....I wish that feeling would just go away...

(sorry for the rant. I needed to get it out somehow...)
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  • Reading: The Shadow of the Wind


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Hizakuru Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2015
THANKS FOR THE WATCH:iconyuiglompplz:
Azulona Featured By Owner Jul 12, 2015
No prob. I thought I was watching you but I suddenly realised I wasn't :(
Azulona Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015
You were told...? I don't understand...:c
shock1nglucario Featured By Owner Mar 11, 2015
One of the mods requested I show this to you. We're trying to revive the group. You were the one who created the Sky Guardians, according to her.
Azulona Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2015
Oh, I thought they were not made a faction yet...? Not sure uwU

However...I don't know if I will have the time for continuing with it...:(
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Thank you soo much for watching me ^.^ Hug

If you like, feel free to check out my youtube-channel for more of my work Heart

Azulona Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2015
Your youtube channel is truly amazing! ^^ I really hope to see more from you :heart:
BeyondBlackMountains Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2015
Thank you my dear :heart: Hopefully soon :hug:
Bluelilies Featured By Owner Dec 20, 2014  Student General Artist
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