Do you know when you have finally spent some time feeling actually better with yourself? You think the emotional problems you have have actually been made smaller? Well that was me. But now...all my mood is going downhill again. Both because of RL events, but also because of things that happened to me here. Now I feel like utter shit with myself, I'm the worst in the world and blahblahblah. God, I just want to dig a hole and bury myself in it. It is what I deserve, it seems.
Reading: The Shadow of the Wind